It feels as if my life isn’t blessed by God. Of course in my religion we believe that if God hasn’t blessed us yet than there is something in our lives that needs to be renewed. I honestly try, I do. But my old habits just kick in again -_-“

I look around though and I see that there are so many other people who’s lives are filled with so much blessings and yet  they live a life that is not worthy before God. Why? 

I feel as if I am no longer worthy before God to receive the blessings that he is to implore unto his children. 

I can only pray.